I cannot take this. He’s dating a different girl now??? What is this? Come on! If I had known he wasn’t dating miss dancey pants anymore I woulda sent that message! Ugh. Man this is annoying.
Last night was torture. My nerve problem came back and everything hurt and I just wanted him. I was telling my friend (we’ll call him Cooper) about it late last night and he was like “oh, I think I know who :)” Well he did know and it was because of something he said. (Okay I just realized I have to call him something in this blog. Lets call him Dutch. Don’t ask why.) So anyways, Cooper knew and I asked if he doesn’t think it’s weird that I love Dutch, but he said only because of how little time we’ve been around each other. See, Cooper is cool like that. He tolerates Dutch, unlike most people.
Alright, now hold on just a second. You don’t really believe all of this is a true story, do you? Well it is, so there. You have to believe it. Please. I need someone to, anyone.
I think he’s gonna play football this spring (I know, spring football? Don’t ask.) which is good cause I hate basketball. (watching it anyways.) I don’t think he’s going to the school I wanted him to though. I really, really did want him to go there…
“So go and tell your friends that I’m obsessive and crazy, that’s fine I’ll tell mine your gay.” Sorry I have a bad habit of listening to Taylor Swift when I’m upset.
This post is very random. I can’t wait for Christmas. Eight more days til the 21st. That’s our wedding date you know.