He’s in love with me. Honest he is, he practically said it.
“Sometimes I wonder if you aren’t in love”
“How could that ever go through your head?”
“I have no idea.”
See? I told you I could make him love me. Now he does. And so you know what that means? That means that if I am in love with him then WE are IN love! Crazy right?
But am I? Am I in love with him? Who knows… Sometimes I think yes, and other times I wonder what that even means.
This is going to sound so weird, but I was looking at old pictures of him and there was one that I glanced at and honest truthful, he looked just like Dutch. I’m not kidding, I had to look again before I realized that it was Mikey and not really Dutch.
Okay, so I guess I do have a type.
Okay, okay, back to the story. Um…where was I? Oh yeah. Am I in love… with Mikey. Oh come one, you can’t just decide something like that, you can’t just go, “yeah, for sure, I’m in love.” I mean, that’s not how it works right?
I love him.
I was watching some Jackie Chan movie once and there was a girl and…oh what were they doing? Swimming or something, and they came up out of the water and she just asked him, “are we in love?” I’ve wanted to do that for so long. I just want to ask him that, I want to know. I want to have this, for it to be ours.